AM Doctor's Appt

So we go to this doctor this morning at 10:45. Up until this morning I had been a picture of complete calmness. I thought I had made peace with whatever was going to happen and then on my way to work this morning it hit me like a ton of bricks. I had a flurry of emotions come over me and all of the sudden I just got really nervous. I've been praying about it for days and leaving it up to the Lord to do as he sees fit so when it hit me this morning I was kind of surprised. I will update everyone as soon as I can but we no longer have Internet at home so it may be a few days. I'm trying to leave it in God's hands and am continuing to pray for peace no matter the outcome. Please pray for us.